So I get alot of questions about updates on my themes and I know I've been saying it's on it's way but here is the truth.
For a couple of month ago my wife left me. I got heartbroken and totally lost myself.
I lost my wife who I still love, my job and myself. It have been some really tough month for me.
I lost alot of weight and my mind. I have been fighting with high anxiety and deep depression for several month and I am still fighting.
As you may figure it all happend like a shock for me. I had no clue my beloved wife wanted to leave me..... well now I can see what really were going on but I dont wont to go further on that.
So once a week I go to a psychologist and speek my mind of. I live by one day at the time, and just trying to make it through the days.
My biggest problem is the loneliness. I have an hard time finding peace in myself. Trying to design, watch movies and all that but nothing really works. My mind is still on my ex-wife and I miss her like crazy. This is the part I really trying to work on. And it gets better....one day at the time.
So there you have it... a short version of what is going on with my life.
Cheers // Aronsson